i have been known to say things like "i hate humans." this is usually while i am driving/walking and someone cuts me off, when i see parents letting their children run wild in stores, etc. etc. i realize this is a completely blasphemous generalization and pretty much goes against all the teaching of
my church (not to mention the fact that yes, i too am human) but sometimes i am just disgusted with our population.
today was a rare opportunity to witness humanity at a low point. i left work at a normal time today and was quite happy about it, so i did the usual brisk walk from the subway through union station. when i got to the stairs to the gold line i figured something was weird because there were crowds of people all around, where usually there are none. when i got to the top of the stairs i saw literally hundreds of people just standing around. problem with the train? yes.
this was a nice reminder that i will be utterly stranded in downtown los angeles if something ever really DOES happen to the train. regardless, i heard snippets of what was going on (electrical damage, shot brakes, a fire at the lake station, etc.) but about three minutes after i got up there a rescue train arrived. i just stood back and watched to see what was happening -- there was no way i was going to shove my way onto that ridiculously packed getaway train. ten minutes later another train came, i made my way onto it (standing room only of course, but i actually got a seat two stops before i got off) and the huge crowd started to abate.
but this got me thinking. i dont really like to be in large crowds like that because it's all a little too disaster-scenario for me. people start being mean to each other and the base of human nature pops out. i stood in the hot sun at the platform for maybe 15 minutes, but that was more than enough time to see people pushing, dropping f-bombs, fighting with each other. yuck. i hope i never have to be in a situation like that where it is actually life and death, because i hate the way people don't help each other and just look out for number one. like on war of the worlds where hoards of people surround tom cruise's car because they want to take it. scary stuff.
and then, while i was thinking all these deep thoughts about mankind, our train drove through one of the "bad" parts of town and i saw a boy, not older than 8 or 9, riding a scooter in the street and gleefully flipping off the train as it drove past. how lovely. yes, let's teach our kids that there's nothing wrong with vulgar hand gestures. i have so much hope for the future. blecchh.